Hi I'm Michael and I'm at work making awkward smiley eye contact with a cute coworker.

So my schools under some threat, likely a bomb type of threat. c: But our district gets these all the time. The usual result is no bomb and cute police officers coming to the school so I don't mind.

Excuse typos because I'm on my iPod.
So what happened in the time I didn't write journals?

-I didn't post any deviations.
-Was in the Fall play at my school as a very minor character.
-Didn't make the Spring play, wanted to do tech but wasn't allowed by legal guardians.
-I'm still helping out with the play after school and they think I'm at study club.
-I'm also in my school's GSA but they think I'm at study club.
-There's no study club at my school.
-Didn't make the talent show. I blame my falsetto being bad at the time.
-Hi you look cute today.
-Saw my old middle school's production of High School Musical last night. (~*irony*~) Talked tithe director, I'll maybe be helping them with future productions.
-Grounded because I got two B's (or not two B) last semester.
-I have straight A's with now (with some minuses but hey.)
-Cried in the Winter finale of Glee.
-DAVE TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF AND IT WAS REALLY SAD AND BEAVER WAS BEING REALLY MEAN BUT HE WASN'T BEAVER HE WAS NICK THE MEAN JOCK GUY AND KURT HAD A PRETTY SCENE AND DON'T KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE HAVE SO MANY EXPERIENCES AND PEANUT BUTTER TASTINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO AND TINA STILL WANTS A DAMN SOLO AND RACHEL DID SUCH A GREAR COVER OF HERE'S TO US AND QUINN WAS TEXTING AND DRIVIN SO THAT MEANS SHE HAD TO DIE.
-My gym and health class is now changed to Music Studio and Drama Improv for second semester.
-Music Studio is a lot different than I expected. Oops.  
-Gave up on that 100DayChallenge thing because I'm lazy.
-RuPaul is beautiful.
-You're beautiful too, but are you ever gonna be as beautiful as RuPaul? Let's get real bro.

Hey let's have a story time.
I'm not sure if I've said this, but a few months ago my friend gave me a letter from her gay friend and the letter was (paraphrased) all "Dear Michael, [how do you know my name] You're gay, hey! I'm gay too! [ooookay?] It gets better. [Okay?] Here's my number text me! [no] xxx-xxx-xxxx. Love, M*****." And I don't know the guy, I'm not really being bullied for being gay, and yeah. I kinda talked to him at lunch and rejected him. He seemed upset, but he didn't seem upset when he asked out my other gay friend next week. (He got rejected later though.) But he does seem a tad upset when he texts one of our mutual friends (who's a girl) that he's horny and wants a boyfriend. /:
So I met a girl on the bus and she's cool so we're friends and she's like "Hey you're gay I have a gay friend here's his number text him." And I was just under the impression that he wanted to be friends. So I said hi and then he seems to like me but I've never met the guy and he's all like "what's up" and I'm like "Making dinner." and he's like "Whatcha making?" and I'm like "Soup?" and he's like "Haha you should teach me how to cook sometime." But I don't want to cook with him? Sure he seems nice and stuffs but like, I've never met the guy and he's not the brightest bulb in the box and he texts at really bad times and he's not that mature for a senior (and I'm a freshman /: ) and I don't want to be mean and I keep replying to his texts with K's and LOL's hoping be would take a hint but he won't and he's got to go.

I don't know if this is how gay guys all act. But this isn't what I'm like... Expecting? Like, the whole gay community is going through a lot of struggles, and there actually is this misguided idea that we're all whores. But I kind of prefer at least being friends with a guy before dating them, or you know, at least having one nice conversation with them before getting asked out. And I honestly think these guys don't care about a relationship, they kind of just a hand that they can tell people they're holding. And I kind of expect a serious relationship. Of course I've never been in a relationship, so maybe I'm just deluded? I don't know. Correct me if I'm wrong.

Sorry for the long ranty journal, I don't usually realize how long these are until I'm don't writing. Oops! ...I did it again.